After nine months of this so-called "relationship", we are going through some rough patches. We are both to be blamed, I admit. He did some things that hurt me badly, it seems like as I walk along a dark road, there is someone following me, pointing a gun towards me, ready to shoot. it. I am not a perfect girlfriend, no one is. But I tried to be. Sure there were times when we'd argue about a petty thing but we'd be okay after a day or so. I didn't, for God's sake, know that THOSE misunderstandings would lead to some SERIOUS shit. I wouldn't go over the details, that would be too much of a hassle. I just want to let this out. I love him but I don't know if he still feels the same way. And sadly, even if I love him, a part of me wants to leave. How would you bring back your trust on someone who broke it many times? If I give him another chance, is there a guarantee that he won't do it again? Oh God. Torture.
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Didn't mean to take you for granted
Didn't mean to show I don't care
Didn't mean to throw away this once in a lifetime of chance
Being with you
And I'll drive for 2 hours To bring ButterfingersI don't mind the distanceThis kismet's a dance
This time I surrender My everything foreverLife doesn't matter
Just our souls together
Pride no longer has room in me
On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love youPlease hear me now
And I'll drive for 2 hours To bring ButterfingersI don't mind the distanceThis kismet's a dance
This time I surrender My everything foreverLife doesn't matter
Just our souls together
This time I surrender My everything foreverLife doesn't matter
Just our souls together
And I'll drive for 2 hours To bring ButterfingersI don't mind the distanceThis kismet's a dance(dance, dance)
This time I surrender My everything foreverLife doesn't matter
Just our souls together
This time I surrender My everything foreverLife doesn't matter
Just our souls together
This time I surrender My everything....(my everything)..ooohh...
And I'll drive for 2 hours To bring ButterfingersI don't mind the distanceThis kismet's a dance
