It's almost the finals and I can't get that crap outta my head. Bleed. And I envy my friends who started their sem breaks already. And here I am STUCK. Anyway, my Values class just finished a while ago and the topic was damn interesting. We tackled legal separation, divorce, live-ins, OFWs and a lot. When our prof asked who among us has folks working abroad, I was one of the
VERY FEW who stood up. She then asked each of us how that case affected us/our family/ourselves. And i said, since I didn't grow up being with my dad, I really got used to it. It's nothing but a normal thing for me. I kinda got immuned. As long as I get financial support, it's OK. That's what really matters to me. I think that's what happens to you when you grow up in a broken family. Sad in a way, yes. You get what I mean? Ha ha. Then her question got me:
"In the future, would you like your husband to leave your children?" And I answered,
"Of course not." in a low, sad voice. And again, about the live-in thingy, she asked if there is among us who would prefer live-ins. I guess you know what happenes next. Yes, I was the
ONLY ONE who raised a hand. LOL! I'm not talking shit here but in a way I would really consider it since I don't want to be divorced or anything. Live-in for me is a way to still get to know my partner. I guess you could say that even without live-in you can still get to know you bf/gf but once you're living in the same roof, the real thing happens, buttered wives and all. I wouldn't want to be one. Who does, right? I wouldn't want to end up like mom and dad who got separated (but not legally though) because of some reasons. And AGAIN she caught me with a question:
"Would you like your children to have live-ins when they grow up?" I wasn't able to answer. You know why? Because at the back of my mind, I know that is wrong. Am I sounding or talking so ironic? LOL.
I'm just being honest here. No shit. :-)
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