I can't help but feel a little down lately. Everytime I look at myself in the mirror I always end up bashing how terrible I look. Gaaaadddd. I don't look like a hideous monster or something, but damn I'm totally underweight. I've been like this for years (my friends can attest to that). It's not that I don't eat that much, I always pig out, really but somehow I still don't get it why I haven't gain weight. I'm totally desperate, man. I just hope the medicine I asked Crae to but for me will work. Pleaaasse.