Nakakapagod kahapon. Grabe. Woke up at around 9:30am then had my breakfast. Puro text pa. Mabel and I were to meet at 1pm sa 7 11 pero dumating siya ng 1:30. Tsss. We bought chips and ice cream then headed to Video City to rent vcds for our movie marathon. It was so great. At habang nanonood kami ka-text ko pa siya. Kilig! I went home at around 9:30pm then Ja called at 10pm. Wala lang. Miss na niya ko. Hehehe. It lasted for only an hour. Antok na kasi kami pareho. Ayon. At buong araw kaming magkatext. Super kilig talaga ko kung alam lang niya. Hahaha.
I was supposed to be happy. Really happy. But why do I feel this way? How can something that's supposed to make you feel so complete end up leaving you so empty? Nakakatext ko siya, nakakabiruan. Hindi na ako nahihiya. Pero bakit ganito? Habang ka-text ko si Cis kagabi, I realized something. Maybe it's the fact that I know sooner or later all these good things will come to an end. Pero 'wag naman agad. I'm not yet ready to wake up every morning realizing that I gotta face this day alone.
March 12, 2006 at around 10pm:
Me: Hindi ko kaya. Kahit siya pa ang gumawa ng way para umalis ako, alam ko gagawa at gagawa pa rin ako ng paraan para makausap siya. Friend: No. Iris, that's not you talking. Mind over heart dapat 'pag ganitong sitwasyon. 'Di ba ikaw na ang nagsabi sa akin na dapat pag-aralan ko na king pano na 'pag wala siya? You're strong remember? Don't back out now. You've gone too far.
Yeah, I know. I am strong, but HE is my weakness. Minsan gusto ko itanong sa kanya kung hanggang kailan itong kasiyahang ito pero 'di ko magawa. Natatakot ako marinig ang sagot niya. Tsss. All I know is that I'm hanging on the edge of a cliff and he is the ONLY ONE who can SAVE ME.
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Whew! Finally i made a blog! It took me centuries... Hahaha! I don't know what has gotten into me but i just found myself in front of the pc and creating this blog. Thanks to my html savvy friends Crae, Chel and Verna. Soooo love you guys! ΓΌ Anyway, I'm really looking forward on being part of the blogging world. Can't wait! It's gonna be a one HILARIOUS and THRILLING JOYRIDE! Hang on!
